One evening when I was younger, my mom and I looked out of the window in our house. Across the way, down a hill and back up another incline, we saw a house on fire. It was blazing! Flames poured out of the front of the house. We knew who lived there and that the situation was serious. They were older and less mobile. Their chance of escape was limited. We were petrified! My mom grabbed the phone and dialed 911. Within moments, the fire department barreled in with sirens blaring. They arrived on the scene to find my grandfather and a couple of other people burning brush on the far side of the house. The house wasn't on fire at all, but from our limited perspective, the fire looked like it was coming from the house. Our fears were unfounded and we caused a lot of heartache for several people simply because our perspective was limited.
David had some of those "limited perspective" moments. He was backed into a corner by his enemies. He was trapped! When a person is backed into a corner, their vision is limited. They cannot see the full picture. David was frustrated and at the end of himself. He called out to God, but it seemed like God wasn't doing anything. He felt alone and forsaken. And then he said it. Actually, he said it twice!
Psalm 59:4-5 "They run and prepare themselves without my fault: awake to help me, and behold. Thou therefore, O LORD God of hosts, the God of Israel, awake to visit all the heathen: be not merciful to any wicked transgressors. Selah."
Awake? Was God asleep? Had God accidentally dozed off and forgotten about David? Did God get tired and have to take a siesta?
Psalm 121:3-4 "He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber. Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep."
In the country where we live, people ring bells to wake up their gods. Every time I hear those bells, I am thankful that we serve the God who never slumbers nor sleeps. David knew that God doesn't sleep. David was backed in a corner, felt alone, and it felt like God had forgotten him. It felt like God was sleeping and not taking action. Yet the whole time, God was on the throne, wide awake, and still in control. God is never backed in a corner. He never loses sight of the full picture. His vision is never impaired or limited. He knows when is the best time to respond. He knows exactly what to do and when to do it. Just because He isn't moving when and how we want Him to does not mean He is sleeping. Remember Lazarus? He was dead four days! Martha and Mary were convinced Jesus arrived late. In all actuality, He was perfectly timed.
When Jesus took on a physical body, His physical body needed rest, but He was never unplugged from what was going on. He never woke from His sleep groggy and disoriented, unaware of what had happened while His physical body refreshed through sleep. He was still 100% God at all times even though He was also 100% man. When he was asleep on the boat and a storm came, He was still in control. When they awakened His physical body, He wasn't startled by a storm. He could sleep physically through the storm because He was still completely aware and in control.
When you feel backed in a corner and you feel like God is sleeping in your greatest hour of need, remember that we serve the living God who never sleeps, never takes a day off, never tires, and isn't bound by our physical limitations. Don't panic. He is still in control.
I use to love Saturday morning cartoons as a little girl. I loved Garfield with all his sarcasm. I loved Tiny Toons. I loved Tom and Jerry. But one of my favorite Saturday cartoons was always the iconic Bugs Bunny. I loved watching Bugs outsmart Elmer Fudd and I loved Foghorn Leghorn trying to teach the chicken hawk boy about hunting chickens. One of my favorite characters was Wiley E Coyote. Usually he was up against the Roadrunner, but occasionally he was after sheep in the pasture. There was a sheep dog watching the sheep. Sometimes the coyote would dress up as a sheep and try to blend in, but the sheep dog always caught him. How did the sheep dog always know it was the coyote and not a sheep? No matter what the coyote was wearing on the outside, he was still the same coyote on the inside. The same coyote "talk" and sounds, the same coyote smells, the same coyote habits and appetites.
Psalm 58:1-2 "Do ye indeed speak righteousness, O congregation? do ye judge uprightly, O ye sons of men? Yea, in heart ye work wickedness; ye weigh the violence of your hands in the earth."
Sometimes coyotes come in the church and try to look like sheep, but sooner or later, their coyote "talk" and habits and appetites show themselves. God cannot be fooled even for a second, but sometimes the sheep are fooled for a little while.
One thing I never remember seeing on the cartoon, though. I don't think there was an episode that I watched where the sheep dressed up like coyotes. Sadly, in our churches today the sheep slip into coyote costumes, and it makes you wonder if they are sheep. We cannot see the hearts of men, but when their actions and words scream "coyote" it is best for sheep to keep a close eye on them. They may not be sheep at all, and they may be sheep who are still trying to act like coyotes. They have forgotten they are new creatures in Christ. Or maybe it is you who has forgotten?
2 Corinthian 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."
If you are saved, you are a sheep. Your conversation (lifestyle) should look like a sheep. In Psalm 58, David speaks to the congregation. They are speaking righteousness, but their hearts and their actions declare coyote. It should concern you that others can see your coyote costume, but it should make you fear knowing that God sees your heart.
God rewards those who are sheep and act like sheep. He knows who is only dressed up like a sheep.
Psalm 58:11 "So that a man shall say, Verily there is a reward for the righteous: verily he is a God that judgeth in the earth."
The storm is raging.
The wind is howling.
The enemy is encompassing...
Yet my heart is fixed.
My eyes are overwhelmed.
My ears are bombarded.
My hands are trembling...
Yet my heart is fixed.
My feet are stumbling.
My knees are knocking.
My legs are weakening...
Yet my heart is fixed.
Fear wants to grip me.
Panic wants to take me.
Darkness tries to break me...
But my heart is fixed.
Under His wings I will hide,
Staying close by His side.
Unto Him will I cry...
Because my heart is fixed.
My foundation is firm,
My step is sure,
My path is clear...
Oh, my heart is fixed!
Peace in the fight,
Songs in the night,
Giving praise is my delight...
Yes, my heart is fixed.
This is my victory.
I did not faint in adversity.
He rescued me and now I sing...
My heart was fixed!
Fixed: fastened upon, focused
Psalm 57:7 "My heart is fixed, O God, my heart is fixed: I will sing and give praise."
Are you facing a battle? Fix your heart (your affections, desires, delights) upon Him. Fasten your heart to Him. Praise Him. Adore Him. Get your eyes off the battle and onto your dearest Love. He will carry you through.
We love bicycling. Our family enjoys rocky downhills, windy uphills, and fast roads. My daughter and oldest son enjoy trail riding. My youngest son loves speeding down smooth roads and jumping over bumps. Sometimes we pass other people on bikes. We smile at them and they smile back. It's like we are part of a team... part of a family. Then there are some people we pass on bikes and we immediately know they are what we call "Weekend Warriors."
Weekend Warrior: Someone who doesn't practice their skill or sport frequently (often only on weekends), and therefore does not improve quickly in fitness and endurance.
They are pretty easy to spot. Often they have on the wrong gear or they have the wrong bikes for the task. The easiest way to spot the Weekend Warrior, though, is they are pushing their bikes instead of riding them up simple, short inclines. We are certainly happy these Weekend Warriors are getting out there at all, but it is easy to see that the lack of repetition and practice holds them back from progress.
Psalm 56:1-2 "Be merciful unto me, O God: for man would swallow me up; he fighting daily oppresseth me. Mine enemies would daily swallow me up: for they be many that fight against me, O thou most High... Every day they wrest my words: all their thoughts are against me for evil."
Do you know how frequently the enemy gets out there practicing his sport? Daily! Every day our enemy is practicing his skill. Every day he is actively seeking whom he may devour. He is no Weekend Warrior. He is a lion who never stops.
What about us? Are we Weekend Warriors? Do we only get in God's Word and under the preaching of the Bible on weekends? Do we only study once a week? Do we neglect Bible time throughout the week? It's no wonder we would find ourselves struggling when we are in an uphill battle! We have no endurance and we are ill prepared! If our enemy is daily practicing his trade, shouldn't we practice our skills in God's Word just as frequently?
The steep uphill climbs and battles will come, but if we have been exercising in the Word, we will be ready!
Just as we see bikers walking and pushing their bikes uphill, and can tell they are Weekend Warriors, there is no hiding your Weekend Warrior status when you are struggling over simple inclines. More experienced and prepared "bikers" will still cheer you on and encourage you, but they will also tell you that getting in the Word daily will help you be better prepared for those hills.
Are you a Weekend Warrior?
We live in a country where persecution is real. Spiritual oppression is constant and the battle is exhausting. We have become accustomed to being vigilant and watching for the enemy. He is tricky and relentless. He desires to sift us. He battles for our minds. He battles for our testimonies. He battles for our time and our desires. We do our best not to let our guard down.
There are people in this country who are against us even being here. They try to trap Christians in their words, seek to have foreigners deported, and desire to cause trouble for the church in any way they can. Those are the enemies that surround us. They do not surprise us. We know they are against us.
But then their is another enemy. This enemy seems to catch us off guard. This enemy comes from a direction that is unexpected. This enemy has buttery smooth words. This enemy eats at our table. This enemy laughs with us and we counsel them and cry with them. They sit beside us in church or maybe even in our own home. This enemy is slithers in under the cloak of friendship, and we never see the attack coming. We give our trust and our affection to them, and then they strike. It leaves us reeling. David knew this kind of enemy.
Psalm 55:12-13 "For it was not an enemy that reproached me; then I could have borne it: neither was it he that hated me that did magnify himself against me; then I would have hid myself from him: But it was thou, a man mine equal, my guide, and mine acquaintance."
If it were the enemy, David said he could have handled it. He would have expected it. He was prepared for it. But this attack came a direction he didn't expect. This enemy's attack hurts more and cuts deeper. It leaves wounds and sometimes scars. David left his heart unguarded and gave his friendship and affection freely. He was rewarded with deception and injury.
What do we do when that happens? Do we guard our hearts from injury by refusing to trust people? Do we withhold affection and friendship? Do we learn to be cold and distant?
David has a different solution.
Psalm 55:22 "Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved."
When it hurts, cast the pain to the Lord. When it cuts, cast it to the Father. He will sustain you. He will heal the hurt. He will strengthen you. Keep loving and reaching out. It will leave you vulnerable sometimes, but God is there to heal your heart.