We live in a country where persecution is real. Spiritual oppression is constant and the battle is exhausting. We have become accustomed to being vigilant and watching for the enemy. He is tricky and relentless. He desires to sift us. He battles for our minds. He battles for our testimonies. He battles for our time and our desires. We do our best not to let our guard down.
There are people in this country who are against us even being here. They try to trap Christians in their words, seek to have foreigners deported, and desire to cause trouble for the church in any way they can. Those are the enemies that surround us. They do not surprise us. We know they are against us.
But then their is another enemy. This enemy seems to catch us off guard. This enemy comes from a direction that is unexpected. This enemy has buttery smooth words. This enemy eats at our table. This enemy laughs with us and we counsel them and cry with them. They sit beside us in church or maybe even in our own home. This enemy is slithers in under the cloak of friendship, and we never see the attack coming. We give our trust and our affection to them, and then they strike. It leaves us reeling. David knew this kind of enemy.
Psalm 55:12-13 "For it was not an enemy that reproached me; then I could have borne it: neither was it he that hated me that did magnify himself against me; then I would have hid myself from him: But it was thou, a man mine equal, my guide, and mine acquaintance."
If it were the enemy, David said he could have handled it. He would have expected it. He was prepared for it. But this attack came a direction he didn't expect. This enemy's attack hurts more and cuts deeper. It leaves wounds and sometimes scars. David left his heart unguarded and gave his friendship and affection freely. He was rewarded with deception and injury.
What do we do when that happens? Do we guard our hearts from injury by refusing to trust people? Do we withhold affection and friendship? Do we learn to be cold and distant?
David has a different solution.
Psalm 55:22 "Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved."
When it hurts, cast the pain to the Lord. When it cuts, cast it to the Father. He will sustain you. He will heal the hurt. He will strengthen you. Keep loving and reaching out. It will leave you vulnerable sometimes, but God is there to heal your heart.